If there were people who actually came here regularly to check if I update my blog, my apologies for not having updated it for like 2 weeks.
But if you thought I didn't update it 'cos I was busy mugging, you're wrong. Yes, I met friends to study sometimes. But I waste 90% of the time away. Staring at my laptop for no good reason, staring blankly at my notes, chit chatting away, or just plain daydreaming.

I DON'T WANT TO STUDY.
but i don't know what to do then

I DON'T WANT TO STUDY ENGINEERING.
my a levels sucked so much that i don't exactly have an option

I DON'T WANT TO STUDY ENGINEERING COS THERE'S MATH AND PHYSICS AND COMPUTING.
probably im just plain lazy to practise or just plain stupid

It's awfully disappointing. To just stare at some math questions and be completely clueless on how to solve it. Same for physics and computing.
This is bloody frustrating. I don't feel like I can pull off my last minute thing any further.

I HATE TO STUDY.

I HATE TO STUDY ENGINEERING.

I HATE TO STUDY ENGINEERING COS I SCREWED UP THE 'A's MYSELF AND ENDED UP WITH NO OPTION.

I want to give up.
But I can't.

Fuck.