+ screw myself +Despite my best efforts to not screw up, it happened again. Ok, it was a stupid question to ask. And I have to make it clear again that it wasn't asked in a manner that makes you sound like a less than desirable person.
The feeling is strong. It's fast. I will keep myself in control.
No more screw ups now. A step at a time. Relax, boy.
*takes a deep breath*